Sustain in me24. Sustain in me

“. . .  and sustain in me a willing spirit.”     – Psalm 51:12b

I used to work for a foundation and had the occasion to do some grant writing.  One thing you learned quickly was that funders often embraced the opportunity to provide financing for a brand new initiative, to get something going, but they were much less enthused about funding something that had already begun.   And even in those new initiative grant applications, your chances for funding increased significantly if you included a robust description of how the project would become “self-sustainable” in the future.

I also had the opportunity to work for a company that helped people go from welfare to work.   The catch-phrase in the industry was that we were helping people to become “self-sustainable.”   While I appreciated the intent of that idea, it always struck me as something of a myth.  Who among us, really, is self-sustainable?   Who among us doesn’t rely upon on others?   Who among us doesn’t depend upon God’s grace every day?

I love the interplay between parts A and B of Psalm 51:12.   The psalmist calls on God to first “Restore to me the joy of your salvation” — which is about recreating something.  Establishing something anew.  Funders would jump at part A of verse 12.   But not only does the psalmist seek this restoration, this renewing, but he also asks God to “sustain in me a willing spirit.”    Which is to ask God to do something continuously — something funders generally have less an appetite for.

So we can ask our gracious God to help us begin again.  And then we can ask our Lord to stay with us, day in and day out, over the long haul.  We can depend on this creative and sustaining power of God.  Today, tomorrow and every day.

Prayer

Dear Lord,

As the writer of Psalm 119 wrote,

Sustain me according to your promise, and I will live;

do not let my hopes be dashed.   

Uphold me, and I will be delivered  (Psalm 119:116-117).

Amen

 

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